Beautiful Stranger

This article is in English and in the end you will know why.

It was after midnight on 28th of April 2024 in Prague.

I was leaving festival on that night and wanted to go home after midnight. Instead of getting in bus and go home, I found a gay club on google called Club Termix. I don't know what, but something was calling me there. It was my first time there and it was good. Charming bartenders, great atmosphere, good music. Although it is small, but it doesn't matter. I was minding my own business – dancing and vibing – just me & myself. There were many guys dancing around me. Good looking and hot. One of them caught my attention. He was dancing and some guy was trying to hit on him (at least I think). A message came to my head that he came alone to this bar same as me. He was beautiful, but I continued dancing on my own. Jumping forward – sparing you the details – some time later I ended up with one Ukrainian guy standing at the bar and talking with another guy. Suddenly the guy from before was standing next to me and we started talking.

He said that he is not Czech and understands English. I drank vodka&juice and he had Corona beer. I really don't remember everything because I was drunk at the time but later, we ended up dancing. There was something about him I can't fully describe. We danced and it was so natural and authentic. During one song we almost screamed like teenaged girls on a concert. We really enjoyed every minute of that.

It is sad that (right know) I can't remember his name and I also forgot where he is from. If my memory serves, I think it started with the letter "B". I can only guess if it was Bulgaria, Belgium, Balkans…

His English was very good and I hope mine was good as well. I am trying to describe the night with him and somehow it is hard. He was such a good kisser, he loved cuddles and hugs. Of course I ended up leaving the club with him. He told me he'd love to take me to his apartment and if it's okay for me that we need to wake up before 9am. I told him it's totally OK. I thought that he lived in Prague when he mentioned the apartment but it was a hotel room. He told me that he was here for a few days and that he travels back home (I guess he said home) on Sunday. We didn't have sex. We just cuddled and slept next to each other which was honestly more beautiful than having sex. I am sure that sex would be awesome but this was something new. Something special. I was really hungover that morning but it felt so good lying next to him and I sensed he enjoyed and loved it as well. It was hard to say goodbye. He needed to leave the room before 10am and travel back home.

I might sound crazy but I missed him for the rest of the day and today is Monday and I still feel sad. I know it's gonna be okay but still… It was the presence, the authenticity, cuddles, his messy hair in the morning that made it so magical. Feeling sad after a few hours with a complete stranger might sound weird but it was really incredible.

I am spiritual person and I wanted to know what this meeting was supposed to mean. I wrote one of my spiritual teachers and she answered me that it came to her that he awakened my feelings. I still felt sad so I took a walk outside. (Listening to Billie Eilish - What was I made for? DnB remix) Believe it or not I was crying all the way until I came back home after an hour and half. I was feeling sad because we haven't more time together and grateful that I met him. It was just a few hours but it had such an impact. I also feel sad because I don't have his picture. My phone was dead. When we were going to the hotel, he told me that he doesn't have an Instagram or Facebook. That all the photos from travelling are only for his personal use or something like that. I don't have his number as well and I didn't give him mine. I don't know what I was thinking about… The only think I have from that night are memories and his beautiful face when he sang.

I know that the Universe arranged this meeting for us to maybe help each other or just enjoy time together because we were really in the present moment and it was so good. It had an impact on me and I think it had on him as well. Maybe he misses me too and he cried as well. In that case it's completely normal and human thing to feel your feelings. In every situation. Never be ashamed of that.

I don't know if I see him again or if it was just a one meeting of a lifetime. Two days ago, I did not even think about meeting someone like him and now I am so grateful that I did because it gave me something. They say that a complete stranger can help you in a way that no one else can. That he came just for one moment and then left. Those things happen and are important during our journey. I am sorry that I can't tell him because I have no idea how to contact him so I write a message for him here:

"Hi, Beautiful Stranger. Maybe I forgot your name and where you live but I remember the fun we had together and how important this was for my soul. I believe that it was important for you as well. I am so glad that I met you even it was for a few hours. It's sad that I don't have a picture of you. You are only in my memory. I don't know if you are gonna be able to read this but I believe that if the Universe want it, it will make it happen. I don't know where you at but I wish you good luck, peaceful mind and lots of love. They say beautiful souls attract beautiful souls so don't forget to be beautiful in every chapter of your life. Be safe and enjoy every travel you take. I hope you liked it here in the Czech Republic. You left a mark here and I thank you for that. Take care of yourself and as you said before I left: 'Perhaps we meet again.' Love, Radek."